urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cherrydanza has yet to be discovered cherrydanza 2005-03-05T15:55:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cherrydanza:1897 2005-03-05T15:55:09Z 2005-03-05T15:55:09Z im such a gross fatass.<br /><br />i have no self control.<br /><br />someone should shoot me before it gets outof control.<br /><br />my size 9 pants are tight today. 9's!!!!!<br /><br />shite.<br /><br /><br />i need to get down to AT LEAST a 5. at the very least.<br /><br />ew. could you imagine a talent agency picking up a girl whos size is 9?<br /><br />ew, im such a lard ass and need some help wif my self.<br /><br />ew.<br /><br />im going on a redbull and carrot fast until my birthday.<br /><br />bring myself up well. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cherrydanza:1509 2005-01-02T04:33:39Z 2005-01-02T04:33:39Z razorblade kiss-him bad day today. but you know. i will do awesome the next few days. confidence in myself.<br /><br />they wont hire a fat actress. especially a little known one.<br /><br />look at kirstie alley. shes seasoned and gained weight now shes got little. sucks.<br /><br />anywho. love might be in the air soon. dahlia said she may have a hook up for me. that would be great. too bad im probably too fat for him.<br /><br />sick.<br /><br />i love people though. the other night was fun! :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cherrydanza:1274 2004-12-31T21:47:54Z 2004-12-31T21:47:54Z i need a resolution- aaliyah really i have some resolutions.<br /><br />get my weight down.<br /><br />get an agent.<br /><br />get hot. you know be that hot chick who people look at like damn, and cant pick out those flaws like gut or butt.<br /><br />have my mom not make fun of me for eating.<br /><br />be thinner than my mom.<br /><br />be happy with myself.<br /><br />have an AWESOME TIME.<br /><br />make the most of everday.<br /><br />keep on sharing the love!<br /><br /><br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cherrydanza:907 2004-12-20T23:08:05Z 2004-12-20T23:17:54Z iris- goo goo dolls im such a fucking heiffer its sad.<br /><br />my goal is to lose at least 40 lbs by my birthday.<br /><br />at least.<br /><br />then i wont be so heiffer ish.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />im so sick of this house.<br /><br />its walls its echoing cries.<br /><br />why cant i do anything good enough<br /><br />why cant they see somethings wrong<br /><br />why dont they care,<br /><br />why do they tell me im so fat<br /><br />at least they know and i need to know<br /><br />its a sad place where thats all you see<br /><br />no where to get away<br /><br />just striving<br /><br />all i can try to do is be perfect.<br /><br />maybe then they will see the real me..<br /><br />fuck them.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.tickercentral.com"><img border="0" src="http://www.tickercentral.com/view/1bxy/1"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cherrydanza:615 2004-12-20T19:48:24Z 2004-12-20T19:48:24Z you are beautiful. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cherrydanza:387 2004-12-20T19:44:09Z 2004-12-20T19:44:09Z dying in my sleep<br /><br />the little bird came to me<br /><br />she told me i had yet to live<br /><br />as i turned to run from her word<br /><br />i tripped down the rabbit hole<br /><br />tumbling falling inside out<br /><br />not knowing to live and let live<br /><br />or just let it die.